~ UnDeR mY sKiN ~

to wax or not to wax... that is the question... www.mystiqc.blogspot.com

~ Things I've Learnt: ~

sometimes, silence speaks volumes. but that silence is often easily misconstrued in the wrong ways.

man are generally more self-centred and mentally strong. i wanna be a man.

'Bottled Water' is not necessarily mineral water - Ice Mountain is just distilled water.

The only way to lose weight really, is to starve urself. I shall stop eating as of NOW. (dat's easy to say cuz i've just finished stuffing my face with 2 helpings of my fav mashed potatoes n i'm bout to burst)

Hangovers CAN be cured permanently! Solution: go out and party till 4am every nite and den wake up at 7am for work the next day. Do this for 2 weeks straight and ur body'll be so accustomed to the abuse i guarantee u'll neva suffer another hangover as long as u keep up the flow.

Don't read beauty magazines - they only make u feel fat. dun believe the magazines becuz 90% of pple are not skinny like dat, and the 5% who are, either have had their photoshoots touched up by brilliant photoshop technology or starve themselves to look like barely living-breathing-sticks. (well there ARE guys who dig pale sickly looking girls that look like they're starving and emanciated and bout to fall down and die anytime)

having said all that, i have decided to develop an eating disorder now. hmmm wat shall it be... lemme take my pick... bullimia? nah dun like to puke - besides, the calaries are oredi consumed so what's the point of throwing out the digested food? how bout anorexia? can try... but.. but but... anyways to be realistic, i no longer have the discipline to stay away from food, i've come to realise that that's just such a SAD thing to do. hungry pple are sad pple! forgive the unintentional pun but - i wanna have my cake and eat it too. damn. like i care hmmpf.

of cuz i do! realistically speaking, i'm far from fat but still... which girl doesn't obsess over her weight? i think i'm not obsessing enuf. cuz if i were, i'd like totally go off yummy food like i did at 14 - no cheese, no mayo, no KFC fried chicken skin, no tartar sauce in my fillet-o-fish pls thank u, lasagne? eewww would u just LOOK at all those layers and layers of fats (aka pasta and cheese) *puke* yes that was me THEN.

then and now... very different hur hur...

so god or whoever's out there with the powers that be, if u're listening, like it's been said a million times before, if u can't make me thin, den pls make all my frens fat. amen.

posted by: darkscarlette at November 27, 2004 10:30 | link | comments (4) |

~ Food For Thot ~

Remember, ppl will judge you by your actions, not your intentions. You may have a heart of gold - but so does a hard-boiled egg.

posted by: darkscarlette at November 26, 2004 09:30 | link | comments (1) |

~ for jesly ~

oh yeah.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

~ thanx to Rene 

posted by: darkscarlette at November 25, 2004 13:41 | link | comments (2) |

: : bored with life : :

i gotta do SOMETHING. anything. pierce my belly button. or tongue (nah... dun want a piece of my tongue flesh to drop out eek).hmmm. i'd love to pierce my left eyebrow but i can't cuz i'm a working girl. dammit.

there's nowhere else left to pierce!

posted by: darkscarlette at November 25, 2004 09:29 | link | comments (2) |

~ Run ~

Are these times contagious
I've never been this bored before
Is this the prize I've waited for
Now as the hours passing
There's nothing left here to mature
I long to find a messenger

Is there a cure among us
From this processed sanity
I weaken with each voice that sings
In this world of purchase
I'm going to buy back memories
To awaken some old qualities

Have I got a long way to run
Yeah, I run

~ Collective Soul 

posted by: livingde8ddoll at November 25, 2004 00:47 | link | comments |

~ my bro is HOT! ~

OMFG my bro is known as HOT !?!?! *shrivel*

all my life, my lil bro (yes he's 17 but he'll always be my lil bro) has been this irritatingly rude, obnoxious spoilt brat dat mummy has to make milo for at nite and even dish rice and dishes for at dinnertime. when he was really little, like in pri skool, he was like this annoying little shit who told on me like ALL THE TIME just so mum & pap wld get on my back again when they found out i was sneaking out thru the windows while being grounded... and stuff.

den somewhere along the line when i wasn't looking, he turned 16 and hooked up with this fugly gurlfren who he eventually got sick of after 2 mths (cuz she was an airhead) and dumped and she turned into some stalker who would come to the corridor outside our apartment and throw suicidal love notes thru the windows into his bedroom.

now he's turned 17 and decided his greatest ambition of the moment is to become a drummer and own a 6 piece drum set inside his bedroom (THAT is so NOT happening *rolls eyes*). he's always been anti frenster but only very recently got suckered into this fading fad.

i admit i almost puked when i saw the testis from his adoring frens/fans... i can only assume that being obnoxious, aloof and rude can only qualify u as 'COOL' to the girls when u're all of 17.

apparently, my lil bro is known as HOT?!?! ahahahahahhaahhaah okok he's always been a cute kid even as an annoying lil shit, and he's like, real tall and lanky now... he's got one of those pretty boy faces that teenage girls go nutz over *rolls eyes big time* ...

i say, put on some meat and get rid of that hairDO dude - that DO just doesn't cut it. lil bros are always irritants and will always be, but i love him to death all the same. all the same, i can't wait for him to be enlisted just so he'll grow up and stop being such a spolit brat at home.

posted by: livingde8ddoll at November 24, 2004 10:30 | link | comments |

~ U noe ... ~

something is very wrong when the only pple u hang out with are ur bf or ur bf and his frens or ur bf and his frens and their gfs.

if u're guilty of this, pls... u noe it's high time u GET A LIFE!!

posted by: darkscarlette at November 23, 2004 14:52 | link | comments |

~ Top 20 tunes in my current song list: ~

· Red Blooded Woman – Kylie Minogue

· Nobody’s Home - Avril Lavigne

· Love Is Only A Feeling – The Darkness

· Boulevard of Broken Dreams – Green Day

· Welcome To My Life – Simple Plan

· Run – Collective Soul

· Apl Song – Black Eyed Peas

· I Miss You – Blink 182

· She Will Be Loved – Maroon 5

· Predictable – Good Charlotte

· This Is The Last Time – Keane

· Shadow – Ashlee Simpson

· Goodies – Ciara

· The World I Know - Collective Soul

· Everytime – Britney Spears

· Dashboard Confessional – Vindicated

· Train – Ordinary

· Forgive Me - Evanescence

· Life For Rent – Dildo

· Let’s Get Retarded – Black Eyed Peas

posted by: darkscarlette at November 22, 2004 15:15 | link | comments |

~ Nobody's Home ~

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

~ Avril Lavigne

posted by: livingde8ddoll at November 21, 2004 21:09 | link | comments |

~ bitch on the loose ~

the worst thing is i CAN'T REMEMBER shit. i'm not too sure but i've the feeling i lost my temper twice last nite. one was via sms, and that's bad cuz i dunno wat awful things i said in those msgs to hit out at him. i can't refer to anything cuz this temp hp i'm using doesn't store sent msgs. oh wait, i seem to recall something very very vague. my fucked up memory really can't recall shit. i guess i might've told him to cut his bullshit and shove it or something and set off a chain of sms crap. i dunno why i was being such a bitch to him. he hasn't done anything bad to me. i'm like, pushing him away, pushing them all away. and i dunno why.

posted by: darkscarlette at November 20, 2004 15:26 | link | comments |